How do we accept how different we are, exspecially when everyone around us just gives up on us, I am learning I am not the only one who wishes they died in their accident, when will it all end
I understand. I do think it would have been easier for everyone if I would have died that day. I know it's hard. People say and do things that are just too hurtful and very surprising. I know, for me, somedays it's just too hard to go on. It's really hard to be in groups because I am very self-conscious. At times when I need support, there is no one there to support me. I kind of feel like I am alone and too weak to stand alone. I don't really get mad....I just get hurt. The hurt is the roughest part. Before my accident, I would get my feelings hurt, get mad, then get over it. Now...those hurt feelings run around in circles in my head. I wish I could tell you when that feeling would go away. I don't know when, and I'm new to this too. I will tell you that I try to do something to quit thinking about being hurt. Sometimes it's just Wii but it does exercise my brain. That exercise keeps those thoughts and fears away for a while.
Hope you (and I) will soon find that positive attitude that we need to recover.
Sam said:How do we accept how different we are, exspecially when everyone around us just gives up on us, I am learning I am not the only one who wishes they died in their accident, when will it all end
Hi, I am so sorry that you feel the same as I still do & have since the end of summer back in 1989. I can & do relate with you on your feeling that everyone hates you, however I am certain that they don't, suga' rather it's that they don't truly understand what we are forced to face, seemingly from moment to moment.
Hopefully your new friend to be
i hate myself i dont want to accept this person that everyone hates, i would have been better off dying, but this is the life i am stuck with
what happens when we don't want to accept our new self, I think that is where I am